Friday, February 6, 2004

Poor You. No One Understands You.

So Ava had another 8 hour stretch of refusing to sleep yesterday punctuated by long crying spells where she refused to be happy anywhere other than attached to my shoulder. Jason was out with Bill for the afternoon so it was just me and the girls and needless to say I've been feeling pretty crazy. How convenient she always picks the days where I am here all alone to do have one of her marathon fuss spells. Then to top everything off Jason got stuck in Rockford overnight because of the weather and I got to get up all night every 2 1/2 hours with Ava as well as deal with Juliana at 4 in the morning when she decided she "wasn't tired anymore" and wanted to play. I feel like my life is one big neverending day. Anyone that says being a full time mom isn't a job is an idiot. I am on call 24 hours a day 7 days a week with more or less no one to help me. Jason is so busy that I basically feel by myself when it comes to taking care of the girls most of the time. I'm sorry but I can't help it if I'm not Little Mary Sunshine lately. I seriously feel like I'm going to have a breakdown and boo hoo for anyone who feels bad if I get snippy with them. Let's trade places for 24 hours and see how you feel.

If you'll excuse me, I need to go shut myself in the bathroom and scream.

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